Xavior

Hi, im Xavior. I'm about as old as host i think (my memory doesn't go that far back) but I only gained conciousness on christmas 2025. I like to listen to Coil and Pobbles. I also still like the old things we would listen to ages before kridzi was made and this whole rediscovery of this system happened. I like the nostalgia of minecraft and still find geometry dash fun, but I can't play it anymore.

to the right is what I look like. We aren't very good at drawing, we started learning in december 2025 and progress has been slow, but host loves his oc's so much, he will try to make them better as skill improves

Xavior's drawing on paper, with pencil

outline of two mirrored ears on top and bottom half of the page. Top ear is abstract, decorated with random squiggles and shapes with the text harsh "NOTHINGNESS". upside down ear is furry decorated with hearts and stars with cute text "floofy", but this side of the page is covered by thick "FEAR" text surrounded by shadow. hope this was descriptive enough. smiles :)

it is 16/01/2026 when I became finally free. I've found my voice and can now speak for myself; I hope the fear can finally drain out. Anyways im the protector entity for this little system, which is why he would always ask "why is my brain not letting me do what I want to do??". Yeah, sorry buddy, it was me stopping you.

anyways this artwork we drew on the back of a friend's christmas card. we made it when host realised that fear was stopping us from learning and practicing furry art. I was still oblivious to this though, I was such a strict protector. I'm so glad I have a voice now. Already I feel much more in control of what I let happen, and we feel alot less restricted.